Orientation week -Uniten-

30th of September is an important date.

It was the registration day of Uniten September intake and it's my very first time entering a university.

Ever since then my life has changed a lot...in a good way.

Orientation starts right after the registration is over.
It goes on for a week.
Really tiring and I was exhausted.
Couldn't eat well and could hardly close my eyes during bedtime.

Overall, it was amazing and really fun.

Photos are in my phone and I'm way too lazy to transfer into my pinky lappy.

All I can say is "It was worth it!".

I worried a lot as I thought I might not get use to the environment.

Oh boy, I've never been so wrong.

I've made many friends and they are just amazing.

Glad to meet them.

Love you guys and girls.

Did I mention that the facilitators are so damn good looking and cute?

Well, I'm talking about the boys. Heheh.

Damn.

Can't stop looking at them. Hahah.

Really.

They are just so cute and handsome.

Future.

Oh my, it has been a while since I last updated this blog. Busy. Just too busy lately. Busy taking a nap. Hahah.
Finally, September has arrived.
Yup, it's all about university intake baby.
Guess which University I got?
No idea?
Let me tell you :D
UNIMAP. Yup. It's in Perlis. I've got Degree for Mechanical Engineering course.
Two years ago, before I enter Pre-U, I was accepted in UITM Arau for Diploma Computer Science.
I do really love Computer Science and it was my very first choice but I rejected that offer because I preferred Pre-U and I took Science stream, Physics :)
Well, Form Six education is only for a year and half ^^ compared to Diploma course which is 2 years and a half.
Macam tak percaya kan dua kali apply UPU, dua-dua dapat Perlis.
Wonder what's up with it? Anything special there?
Future husband? LOL
Anyway, at the same time, I'm accepted to UNITEN for Software Engineering course.
YES! I FREAKING LOVE SE!
Coding is so my thing.
So, I have accepted the offer to UNITEN because I really want to be a Software Engineer.
I'm not that interested in Mechanical Engineering though.
Hurrmm, can't wait for the registration day! Woots~ ^O^

The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.

The title says it all.

I was not aware that I have gain so much weight until I realized that I can hardly fit in my clothes. Well, I am not that fat though, my BMI was and is still normal but it was close to being overweight.

BMI range :
Less than 18 = under weight
18 - 25 = normal
More than 25 = over weight

Before I gain weight, my BMI range was around 19 to 20 but during my senior year of form 6, it was 24.0 to 24.8. I studied until late night and because of that I always eat so much of snacks or even worse, instant noodles.

The act of taking the first step is what separates the winners from the losers 

-  Brian Tracy

Therefore, I decided to take the fist step in losing my weight.

SAY NO TO FATS! and HELLO WORKOUTS!

It is not hard at all. All you ever need is DETERMINATION! 

I have lost 7kg in almost 2 months. Now, my BMI has decreased from 24 to 21. 

It feels so good after losing all those fats and yes, I look good in clothes...once again. ♥

It is exercise alone that supports the spirits, and keeps the mind in vigor.

 – Marcus Tullius Cicero

Miracle...

MIRACLE is another word of EFFORT.

These are the times when I am quite...lonely.

I have a dream to achieve and a goal to strike. 

Every time I see people my age is already moving forward and way further from where I am now...I feel so lonely. 

I mean, it's mainly because I feel like I am the only one who haven't had want I want to. 

But, I am aware that I am not the only one. 

It's just that sometimes I got carried away and I will start to think too much.

Listening to music does make me feel more relax and can you even believe it that I feel better when I am revising my Korean skills. 

It feels a lot better when I finally can read Korean language and understand them.

It made me believe that if I can read and understand a foreign language, I can definitely make my dreams come true.

Effort is all I need.

Have you heard of, a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do?

Life is not that unfair..don't they?

It is common to feel that life is rather unfair but hey, didn't good things always come after the bad one?

No?

But they always do, isn't it? 

Well, as for me, I view it as part of our life.

I mean, it would be a total lie if I said that I have never felt unfair before.

Yes, I admit that there are times when I felt like life is kind of unfair.

I would be thinking about it all night long.

The only way to deal with it is by thinking about all the good memories.

Those moments do made me smile.

It indeed made a stronger person as there are more reasons to move on.

That's when you realized that life is really fair IF we go with the flow.

Do  not worry about the flowing tears because the bad moments will eventually past.

It will...right?

Dance...or just shake here and there?

Yup, no doubt that dancing is my number one hobby.

You wanna know why? :D

It's because you can maintain your body shape by dancing and I lost up to 5 kg in 3 weeks.

Believe it or not? Dancing is a very good form of exercise :)

BUT

Lately, I have been liking belly dance because all you gotta do is just shake your hips xD

The main problem is...did I really dance like a belly dancer or I was just...shaking mybody?

To be honest, I felt like I just shake my body without proper steps~ =_=

Hahahah.

Screw me.

I need a plan.

 I desperately need to do something productive >_<

I really need a plan.

Currently. working out on and off ._.

I know, I know

Self-discipline is number one in dieting but I love you...food.

Hahah.

My body weight is normal though but I want to be under weight T.T

I was once under weight back then but I unconsciously gain weight until my BMI is normal.

Urgh.

Life is for sure not easy...

The title of this post says it all.
Things become more and more complicated as I grow older.
Being a 20 years old, it feels so different.
It's like I'm living a whole new level of life with a completely different type of responsibility.
 It sounds so complicated, right?
 That is what exactly I'm trying to tell.
Complicated.
Can things even getting any worse than it is?
I hope they don't :/
To be honest, inferiority complex scares me out.
Yes, it does.
 The fear of...
not winning,
not being number 1,
not being able getting the things that I have ever wanted,
not achieving my dreams,
makes me sleepless.
The only thing I can do is that to always PRAY and never stops praying because only God knows what is the best for us.
My mom once told me that I PRAY is better than I WISH.