These are the times when I am quite...lonely.

I have a dream to achieve and a goal to strike. 

Every time I see people my age is already moving forward and way further from where I am now...I feel so lonely. 

I mean, it's mainly because I feel like I am the only one who haven't had want I want to. 

But, I am aware that I am not the only one. 

It's just that sometimes I got carried away and I will start to think too much.

Listening to music does make me feel more relax and can you even believe it that I feel better when I am revising my Korean skills. 

It feels a lot better when I finally can read Korean language and understand them.

It made me believe that if I can read and understand a foreign language, I can definitely make my dreams come true.

Effort is all I need.

Have you heard of, a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do?

Life is not that unfair..don't they?

It is common to feel that life is rather unfair but hey, didn't good things always come after the bad one?

No?

But they always do, isn't it? 

Well, as for me, I view it as part of our life.

I mean, it would be a total lie if I said that I have never felt unfair before.

Yes, I admit that there are times when I felt like life is kind of unfair.

I would be thinking about it all night long.

The only way to deal with it is by thinking about all the good memories.

Those moments do made me smile.

It indeed made a stronger person as there are more reasons to move on.

That's when you realized that life is really fair IF we go with the flow.

Do  not worry about the flowing tears because the bad moments will eventually past.

It will...right?

Dance...or just shake here and there?

Yup, no doubt that dancing is my number one hobby.

You wanna know why? :D

It's because you can maintain your body shape by dancing and I lost up to 5 kg in 3 weeks.

Believe it or not? Dancing is a very good form of exercise :)

BUT

Lately, I have been liking belly dance because all you gotta do is just shake your hips xD

The main problem is...did I really dance like a belly dancer or I was just...shaking mybody?

To be honest, I felt like I just shake my body without proper steps~ =_=

Hahahah.

Screw me.

I need a plan.

 I desperately need to do something productive >_<

I really need a plan.

Currently. working out on and off ._.

I know, I know

Self-discipline is number one in dieting but I love you...food.

Hahah.

My body weight is normal though but I want to be under weight T.T

I was once under weight back then but I unconsciously gain weight until my BMI is normal.

Urgh.