Orientation week -Uniten-

30th of September is an important date.

It was the registration day of Uniten September intake and it's my very first time entering a university.

Ever since then my life has changed a lot...in a good way.

Orientation starts right after the registration is over.
It goes on for a week.
Really tiring and I was exhausted.
Couldn't eat well and could hardly close my eyes during bedtime.

Overall, it was amazing and really fun.

Photos are in my phone and I'm way too lazy to transfer into my pinky lappy.

All I can say is "It was worth it!".

I worried a lot as I thought I might not get use to the environment.

Oh boy, I've never been so wrong.

I've made many friends and they are just amazing.

Glad to meet them.

Love you guys and girls.

Did I mention that the facilitators are so damn good looking and cute?

Well, I'm talking about the boys. Heheh.

Damn.

Can't stop looking at them. Hahah.

Really.

They are just so cute and handsome.

Future.

Oh my, it has been a while since I last updated this blog. Busy. Just too busy lately. Busy taking a nap. Hahah.
Finally, September has arrived.
Yup, it's all about university intake baby.
Guess which University I got?
No idea?
Let me tell you :D
UNIMAP. Yup. It's in Perlis. I've got Degree for Mechanical Engineering course.
Two years ago, before I enter Pre-U, I was accepted in UITM Arau for Diploma Computer Science.
I do really love Computer Science and it was my very first choice but I rejected that offer because I preferred Pre-U and I took Science stream, Physics :)
Well, Form Six education is only for a year and half ^^ compared to Diploma course which is 2 years and a half.
Macam tak percaya kan dua kali apply UPU, dua-dua dapat Perlis.
Wonder what's up with it? Anything special there?
Future husband? LOL
Anyway, at the same time, I'm accepted to UNITEN for Software Engineering course.
YES! I FREAKING LOVE SE!
Coding is so my thing.
So, I have accepted the offer to UNITEN because I really want to be a Software Engineer.
I'm not that interested in Mechanical Engineering though.
Hurrmm, can't wait for the registration day! Woots~ ^O^

The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.

The title says it all.

I was not aware that I have gain so much weight until I realized that I can hardly fit in my clothes. Well, I am not that fat though, my BMI was and is still normal but it was close to being overweight.

BMI range :
Less than 18 = under weight
18 - 25 = normal
More than 25 = over weight

Before I gain weight, my BMI range was around 19 to 20 but during my senior year of form 6, it was 24.0 to 24.8. I studied until late night and because of that I always eat so much of snacks or even worse, instant noodles.

The act of taking the first step is what separates the winners from the losers 

-  Brian Tracy

Therefore, I decided to take the fist step in losing my weight.

SAY NO TO FATS! and HELLO WORKOUTS!

It is not hard at all. All you ever need is DETERMINATION! 

I have lost 7kg in almost 2 months. Now, my BMI has decreased from 24 to 21. 

It feels so good after losing all those fats and yes, I look good in clothes...once again. ♥

It is exercise alone that supports the spirits, and keeps the mind in vigor.

 – Marcus Tullius Cicero

Miracle...

MIRACLE is another word of EFFORT.

These are the times when I am quite...lonely.

I have a dream to achieve and a goal to strike. 

Every time I see people my age is already moving forward and way further from where I am now...I feel so lonely. 

I mean, it's mainly because I feel like I am the only one who haven't had want I want to. 

But, I am aware that I am not the only one. 

It's just that sometimes I got carried away and I will start to think too much.

Listening to music does make me feel more relax and can you even believe it that I feel better when I am revising my Korean skills. 

It feels a lot better when I finally can read Korean language and understand them.

It made me believe that if I can read and understand a foreign language, I can definitely make my dreams come true.

Effort is all I need.

Have you heard of, a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do?

Life is not that unfair..don't they?

It is common to feel that life is rather unfair but hey, didn't good things always come after the bad one?

No?

But they always do, isn't it? 

Well, as for me, I view it as part of our life.

I mean, it would be a total lie if I said that I have never felt unfair before.

Yes, I admit that there are times when I felt like life is kind of unfair.

I would be thinking about it all night long.

The only way to deal with it is by thinking about all the good memories.

Those moments do made me smile.

It indeed made a stronger person as there are more reasons to move on.

That's when you realized that life is really fair IF we go with the flow.

Do  not worry about the flowing tears because the bad moments will eventually past.

It will...right?

Dance...or just shake here and there?

Yup, no doubt that dancing is my number one hobby.

You wanna know why? :D

It's because you can maintain your body shape by dancing and I lost up to 5 kg in 3 weeks.

Believe it or not? Dancing is a very good form of exercise :)

BUT

Lately, I have been liking belly dance because all you gotta do is just shake your hips xD

The main problem is...did I really dance like a belly dancer or I was just...shaking mybody?

To be honest, I felt like I just shake my body without proper steps~ =_=

Hahahah.

Screw me.

I need a plan.

 I desperately need to do something productive >_<

I really need a plan.

Currently. working out on and off ._.

I know, I know

Self-discipline is number one in dieting but I love you...food.

Hahah.

My body weight is normal though but I want to be under weight T.T

I was once under weight back then but I unconsciously gain weight until my BMI is normal.

Urgh.

Life is for sure not easy...

The title of this post says it all.
Things become more and more complicated as I grow older.
Being a 20 years old, it feels so different.
It's like I'm living a whole new level of life with a completely different type of responsibility.
 It sounds so complicated, right?
 That is what exactly I'm trying to tell.
Complicated.
Can things even getting any worse than it is?
I hope they don't :/
To be honest, inferiority complex scares me out.
Yes, it does.
 The fear of...
not winning,
not being number 1,
not being able getting the things that I have ever wanted,
not achieving my dreams,
makes me sleepless.
The only thing I can do is that to always PRAY and never stops praying because only God knows what is the best for us.
My mom once told me that I PRAY is better than I WISH.

Insecurities

Insecurities.

I have never liked this word but there is no one who could ever avoid from feeling insecure.

I hate to admit that at times I do feel insecure about certain things.

You know, the feelings of whether or not you know what you are doing.

I never would want to tell myself in the future something like this.. 

"I have regretted of blah..blah..blah.."

I'm not the type of person who would stop half way and not finishing things up 

or being a coward and scared of moving forward

instead I'll never let my fear stop me from believing in my dreams and make it happens 

but

things has changed.

I have no idea why am I discourage and feeling insecure...sometimes.

Haih.

I'm not the kind of person who would easily open up my heart and speak up my mind though.

Maybe that's the reason why it kind of makes things worse ><

 I'm trying my best to overcome all these matters and move on :)

All I know is that I CAN DO IT 

and NOTHING CAN STOP ME FROM ACHIEVING MY DREAMS <3  ^^

My favourite quote which made my day every single time I'm feeling down..

"Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail."

Ralph Waldo Emerson

Bye Bye 2011 :) and Hello 2012

A lot of things had happened for the past 365 days.

The good memories which made me smile and the bad one which had never let me stop crying.

Well, all those memories mean a lot to me as it makes me who I am today :)

Yes, I'm no longer the girl who will cry over little things that happen but indeed I am a stronger girl than who I was.

Those experiences which caused my tears to keep on falling made me realize what the world mean to me.

It's not about comparing yourself with others...for instance...

how much money you have/earn

 or 

how smart you are 

or 

I wanna have a better bf/gf than that person's partner

 or 

the I'm better than you thingy
or 
other nonsense stuffs =_=

No!

It's totally a no-no!

But it is about how you much you have improved!
Make sure there's improvement even if it's just a lil' bit.

It doesn't matter how slow you are as long as you are getting nearer to your goal.

Just keep moving and NEVER stop!

Remember that there's always a light at the end of the tunnel ^^

Yes people, 
always be thankful of what you have 
Treasure people around you and filll your days with love as it will lead you to endless happiness
because at the end of the day only 
happiness which is filled with love
will make you feel as if you own the world :)

As for those great/amazing memories,

I'll never forget all those awesome things that happened in 2011 and those memories will be my strength with hope that 2012 would be a better year than 2011 ^^

I've learnt that no matter how hard life is,
if you can endure it with patient,
good things will definitely happen...but just keep on believing it ♥ :)

Happy New Year people  :)

Strive for you dream and never let your guard down when something happens but indeed be a strong person and just do your thing! xD

Screw me!

R&D project is a compulsory project for Pre-U students.

It's a project which we have to work in pair ^^

So, my friend and I are working on a project for Mathematics T.

Basically, we are doing things related to it XD

gosh I'm so lazy to explain it =.=

Let's just straight to the point.

It's  not easy at all to do the paper work and I'm kind of lost half way

AAHHHHHHHHHHHH!

T.T I wanna cry now~~~~~

Well, it's actually not that bad. Still on the right track though but it's just that the research is so confusing @.@

Anyway, best of luck for both of us! Hwaiting! (^_^)O

Credits : photo belongs to this web

Dance Concept~~~^^

Me & my girls are preparing a dance performance for Teacher's Day 2012 and that's like 5-6 months to go. In the meantime, we are in the progress of discussing our concept. All of us kind of agreed to the cute+sexy concept. It's like half cute and half sexy. The story line for our dance is something like good girl gone bad. 

Originally, I wanted to dance to hip hop/free style but  most of the groups will be performing to this concept and I want something different. Besides, I can't seem to find any guys for our dance crew.

1. Hip Hop/Freestyle concept

So, it's no more on the list. T.T 

Well, there's plenty of concepts in my mind. No worries :D NEXT! hahah.

 My next concept would be kind of sexy but not too sexy. It's more like strong and aggressive dance steps but the problem is some of my girls worried that they could not fit the concept. 

2. Sexy but not too sexy concept

Gotta push aside this one as well.

That's not a  problem at all ^^ So, I moved on to the next concept which is cute. Hahah. I know. I'm kind of worried if I could not dance cutely for the whole 4-5 minutes. All this while I've been practicing to those aggressive dance steps and out of sudden I need to dance cutely. o(≧▽≦)  I do worried that dancing cutely would be kind of boring if  the dance steps or the song chosen does not fit and that will totally be a turn off.

3. Cute concept 

So, it's a no-no.

In the end, my and my girls decided for the concept to be cute+sexy but not too sexy.
(because we have rules to follow so I don't think so dancing sexily is allowed) Hahahah xD 

4. Cute+Sexy but not too sexy concept (Accepted!)

Anyway, I do hink this combination would be perfect.

To be honest, I do want to dance cutely xD hehe but couldn't find a group for it and now finally I've found you girls. Muaxxx girls. <3   

I do believe that my girls will rock the stage out.(≧∇≦)/ 

Let's do our best girls! ＼（＠￣∇￣＠）／

Cute...dentist?

Ever since I was a little kid, I have never ever liked dentist. I mean, I don't hate them but it's just that it's freaking me out when they put all those metal things into my mouth (whatever it is called =.= ) Anyway, I was supposed to go to dentist A but there were lots of patient. I reached there quite early around 10 something in the morning but I was the 19th patient. (=.=) So, they told me that I'll have to come again 3 hours later and that's like 1:30p.m. There's no way I'm going to wait that long I mean I've got some other things to do so  I ended up go to dentist B.

It was my first time there because usually for my whole life I've only been to dentist A. I can't deny that dentist A is very good and gentle but what can I do? There were too many people. Anyway, back to dentist B. I was kind of shocked that the place was big and nice (O.O) because from the outside it looks like JUST A NORMAL dentist but in the inside DAMN! THAT'S NICE and so comfortable ^^ I was so glad that I was the 4th patient. They have two dentist working there so I don't have to wait for so long. It was quite fast. But still basically I was kind of nervous =.= while waiting for my turn. Well, I went there just to check, clean and polish my teeth. Only That. But, yes, I was kind of worry because I don't know who the hell is the doctor. Is it a he or she and whatsoever. After waited for around 20 minutes, finally it's my turn and

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The dentist is kind of cute and gosh he is so gentle and sweet :) and I felt comfortable~^^  Honestly, in the beginning I look really stupid with that scared-of-dentist look =.= but still who cares~~~Hahah~~! I'm kind of interested in braces so as I was doing some research about it I found out about invisalign. It's quite interesting because no one knows that you're wearing braces as it is invisible xD Cool right? heheh Hurmm...I wonder where can I get those? >< I mean I know it's definitely at the dentist but which dentist got it? (?_?)

Just one of the day in school

School holidays had started but my class which is Pre-U 1 science class had to attend extra classes for Maths T and Chemistry in order to cover up the syllabus. It was around mid-november. No worries, holidays has now officially started :D Anyway, back to my story. So, during the 30 minutes break on one of the days, me and my friends had breakfast at school canteen. We were having random conversation and suddenly one of my guy friend.... I'll refer him as D and my other friend which is a girl as R and another guy friend as G.

D : "Eh, my mum said you are pretty."

Me : "W-w-hat?" Can't hear that well because I was busy eating xD

R : "Oi..He said his mum told him that you're pretty. Ayy someone so happy already." Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

Me : *Laughing so hard because I don't know how to respond..too shy..eheh* ('-'*)  

G : "Tell him thank you lah."

Me : *Looked at G* "Aish. I know lah" =.= *turn to D* "Ah~~ thanks. Hihi." (￣▽￣)ノ

After a while, I'm confused. Eh. His mum has met me before?  ∑(O_O；)

OMG When?!

As I know, I have never seen her before.

Me : "Oh Wait. How did your mom knows me?" O.O

D : "Ahh..she saw your picture in facebook." ^^

Me : "OH MY GOD WHAT?! WHICH PICTURE?" 

I don't know why was I so shocked. Hahah.

D : "The group picture which we took during drama practice."

Me : "Oh." *Ahh..only that picture.* 

When I went back home, I straight away checked that picture and 

Gosh I can't stop looking at it. xD hahahah

You know...it feels good when people said you're pretty. xD Hahah.

NO! I'm not bragging about it. =.=

It's just that..it's so cute of him to tell me about it and it's so sweet of his mom to say so. ^^

Thank you yea friend and thanks to your mom too :D

Anyway, my reaction that morning was kinda of slow and totally sucks 

because you know it's MORNING and 

SOMETIMES I'm kind of blur. Hahah.

Hey ya'll

So yeah, I'm back to blogger ^^

Have been busy for months with assignments and stuff. ><

Anyway, my pre-U life is kind of considered...awesome I guess..haha

Have lots of great friends and honestly..it is very challenging...trust me..it's for good :)

I know that I didn't update this lil' bloggy of mine for so long and I'm really sorry for that because I really have no time to update it T.T

Some of my followers even had unfollowed me but nahh I don't really mind about it :)

It's up to you to still following me or you know ^^ so...have fun people... \(^_^)/

Have a good day :)

Back to School :)

After 5 months of graduated from secondary school, finally, I'm back on action xD hahah~

So yeah~ I got accepted to continue studying in university and also form 6 in Science stream.

I ended up decided to take form 6.

Even though I got accepted to the course which I wanted so badly

but I was just thinking...

nope..

I have been thinking a lot that by choosing form 6 path will bring me closer to my dream. :)

My aim is to study Degree in Software Engineering in UTM. \(^_^)/

So if I'm studying in form 6, I'll only have to study for a year and a half before entering UTM while diploma, I'll have to do it for 3 years.

So this is like a shortcut to strive towards my dream =)

Well, it's not that 'shortcut' though because form 6 is tough. Very tough.

I'll have to study consistently in a smart way. :)

Wish me luck yea! (^_^)O

By the way, the reason why I chose UTM is because...

UTM strives to be a world class university by the year of 2010, currently by referring Webometrics Ranking of World Universities, UTM is one of the top ten. It also placed in 240 position of "Engineering & IT Universities" place at the world.

[wikipedia] xD hahah

UTM!!! I'm calling out for ya!!! \(^O^)/

Hopefully, I can get into it one day. :)

Anyway, let's talk about my first day in school.

Well, not much acually because I attended that school ever since I was form 1.

It's just another normal day of school but the difference is that I'm no more a prefect and I'm wearing form 6 uniform. Hehe.

The best part of the uniform is my cute black pump shoes ^O^ which I'm wearing to school. Haha.

Besides that, everything is just normal. Normal. I really mean it.

It's not easy to become a school student AGAIN with uniforms.

Oh wait, I'm a high schooler now. Not a secondary student anymore xD

There's a huge difference you know.

We are kind of being treated differently than the lower form.

Just a little bit of difference though.

Honestly, I really hate to wear school uniforms but hey I'll only need to endure it for a year and a half right?

Always keep in mind that there is no success behind a sacrifice. :)

Stages in Relationships -- Strangers, again

Stage 1 : Meeting

Stage 2 : The Chase

Stage 3 : Honeymoon

Stage 4 : Comfortable

Stage 5 : Tolerance

Stage 6 : Downhill

Stage 7 : Breaking Up

Women's English

When a lady says....

It actually means.....

Yes = No.

No = Yes.

Maybe = No.

We need = I want.

I am sorry = You'll be sorry.

We need to talk = You're in trouble.

Of course, go ahead = You better not.

Do what you want = You'll pay for this later.

I'm not upset = Of course I'm upset, you moron!

Expect the Unexpected :)

I started off blogger with running a blog which is all about Korean pop~

I'm like such a very crazy fan girl of Kpop male idols (*￣▽￣*)

They are just way too hot and sexy which make me can't resist them at all xD

but to stalk and also updating myself with their latest news at my lil' bloggy

"My Lil' Voice"

(I should have called it Crazy Kpop Fangirl instead hahah xD)

Anyway, I named it "My Lil' Voice" because it was originally about my daily life and my very own opinion about the Kpop world but in the end I noticed that people started to be more interested about those Kpop updates and asking for more (*￣ー￣)ｖ

So, I decided to actually make it as officially for Kpop updates only and create another blog for my own personal updates.......

that's the reason why this blog is created... ＼(＾▽＾)／

I put up a gadget for that blog which is called Feedjit Live so that I can know from where do my readers came from and how do they found my blog.

So, when I was updating that blog and checking out the latest updates of that gadget...

there's something which caught my attention (￣o￣)

it was...this thing...

It says that there's a reader from Seoul, South Korea found my blog from a KOREAN SEARCH ENGINE! which is known as Naver.com

*the one which is circled with pink lines is my blog ^O^*

-Yup, surrounded with Korean words xD-

It's something like Google which Korean usually use.

Basically most of the websites which is written in Korean Language will appear on the search engine but UNEXPECTEDLY my Kpop blog which is all written in English, appeared in their search engine..

I was like...OMG! couldn't believe that because it's kinda impossible~

I know that it's not that shocking for you guys because duhh~ this is internet that we are talking about..

obviously it's not impossible for that to happen but seriously this is something big for me because their idol usually search about themselves with that search engine so I really hope from now on my blog will keep on appearing at their search engine xD so that those idols will stop by at my blog (≧∇≦) and acknowledge it :) and if possible leave a message for me..hehe.. (⌒▽⌒；)

Seriously, I have been trying to contact those idols through twitter but they did not reply me at all,

not even once (T_T)..Only those who are lucky enough got replies from them..

Haih, I guess I have to try harder eh :)

It's not wrong to expect the unexpected right? ^^

p/s : I'm such a crazy kpop fangirl who really hopes that one day I can actually meet them in person..

even though some of the Kpop celebs have held concerts here in my country, Malaysia but I haven't attended any of them because there's always something that happened to me every time they are here.

Guess it's not the right time for me to meet them yet, isn't it? :)